When I came, as I've said, it was frustrating and to be honest I didn't see myself playing in a north London derby or even maybe make an appearance until next season.
Obviously we had a couple of injuries and Martin gave me a chance.
All I can do now is keep my head down, keep working hard and learning.
You have to stake your claim when you get a chance at a place like this, play well week in, week in otherwise it's such a good squad, someone will take your place.
Every game you play you put that pressure on yourself to perform and if you don't, someone else will be in your position.